Confused about myself.
Changed without myself knowing.
Would that be called adapting? lol.
Good and bad comes together.
Guess i'll just adapt to it ba. =DD

>prog :: endd :: Go with the flow; lesser energy wasted.

Too quiet at the shelter.
As in there's no one visiting SPCA. lol.
Dont really like it. ><

I want to be around people.
But yet i dont want to be the centre of attention.
That's how i am.

Shyt. Now i am actually scared of being left alone.
Damn. Gotta remove that emotion. Plus all others.

Roar! i want something to do!
Freaking bored sia.
Oi, USS manager, call me to ask me go work leh!

>prog :: endd :: ok, i need a gf but i cant find one now. sadddd T_T

=/ seriously thought about adopting a kitten/cat.
Since now mother is more open to the idea of pets,
Was thinking about bringing up this idea.

HOWEVER. (damn i hate this word)

I dont think i can have one right now. Zzz.

Firstly, i live on the 13th floor.
Needa cat-proof my whole place.
Windows, doors, rooms and many more.

Secondly, the major pain in the ass. (prolly overwrites everything else)
I am going NS soon.
But not sure when since letter has not arrived. >:{

Too slack now.
Need company >< damn.
Guess finding a gf will have to be pushed back too.
NS sucks but still have to go through it.
I am not whining but it really messes up my schedule.

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Cold weather aint doing my leg any good.
Needa train up!
Get some sun too. loll.
Too whiteeeeee.

For now, i will have to be satisfied being by myself. =/

>prog :: endd :: Drawing my future from nothing.

*mind blanked out*

Alrights who said i can't blog twice in a day. haha.

Suddenly wondered about this.
How and where can i let go of the 'emotions' i gathered during the past 5 years?
Perhaps i am on the brink of breaking down.
But i wont. period.

i thought about many other things too.
Weird and random stuff.

Need a distraction man.
RedX says he can take over for awhile. But should i let him?

>prog :: endd :: its abit messy now. maybe more than abit?

Dunno how i do it but i can tell alot from people's aura.
No link stuff i know. haha. =d

Seriously, desperately looking for a life.
Guess i'll just have to do without that missing puzzle part from my life first then.
But i thought i found it. loll.
A mirage in the desert. That's what it is.

>prog :: endd :: RaveN's not gonna be knocked down.