Looks like i can only rely on myself.

Emotions are just a burden i can do without.

Remain calm. think of nothing. Remember the training.

I WANT TO BE BETTER!

Shagged. marina barrage for the evening.

Disappointed with camera.
Doesnt even perform close to my standards for night shots. =/

Photos will be up on FB. =]

Ning Wei not feeling well again sia. Take care ar!

>prog :: endd :: where's my colours??

Dont Know what should be my next step. sheesh. =/

Lost my touch.

Now that is dumb.

>prog :: endd :: huhuh?

i wonder what's going on with me.
Get HUNGRY damn easy nowadays.

Just finished up one third of those rectangular cakes. sheesh.

Probably those parasites that live within me and sucking all the nutrients, leaving me with none. =/

>prog :: endd :: i seriously dont know what is wrong. =/

Happy listening =]

I dont understand the concept behind Human Emotions.
Anyone care to explain to me? =x

Feeling kinda stressed up 'cause of the many projects that are coming up.

Pushing myself hard to complete as many stuff as i can now.

*seriously hoping someone special can support me now. =x*

>prog :: endd :: may be i am not a human afterall.

Perhaps i am stupid? Roar.

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Time to ask myself again.
Why do i want a girlfriend?

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SPCA wasnt enjoyable today thanks to her. =.=

But i pretty much enjoyed kaiser's company.
That guy just wont let me leave the cage. loll.

Nadia's super hyper.
Just want to see kenneth. But she's pretty happy to see me around too. loll.

Developed a liking for dogs too! =D
Improving on my handling skills. ;)

>prog :: endd :: roarrr. not that pain again. =/

Never Say Never, The Fray.



There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time againYounger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go[X2]

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go[X2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go[X4]

Why is blogger so weird now?? loll.

Not sure of the situation anymore.
Leaving it as it is until tomorrow.

>prog :: endd :: jumbled.

To me ::

Definition of a girlfriend ::
Someone who i care and worry for (and bully. LOL).
A person who i can trust, my escape from the real world.
Someone, when i am with, i am comfortable and do not have to put on a mask.
Basically, just be myself.

I want to/will be (such a boyfriend) ::

Someone she can trust/ feel comfortable with.
Her escape from the real world =D
A listening ear for her whenever she's sad/unhappy/moody.
Someone which she can tell all her happy things to.
A punching bag whenever she's angry.
Trash can for her rubbish feelings.

>prog :: endd :: Protect.

ROAR. i dont know what to do.

SAME SITUATION AS I AM ALWAYS IN.
CRAP SHYT.

............................................................dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..................................

So bo liao now that i can type all this crap shyt. LOLOLOLOLOL.

>prog :: endd :: numbed.

To Protect everyone, especially you.

That's my purpose. Keep everyone safe. =] even if i have to pay with my life.

>prog :: endd :: Knight in white.

Perhaps that's the best for her and me.
Stay this way and continue to be so. =x

Emotions are a burden i can do without.

*you dont have to be that good to me*

Grr. almost fever. 37.3. damn.
Shouldnt have walked in the sun.

Grr. Not feeling very well in the past few hours.
Dont know whether it's 'cause of sy telling him he having fever or not. LOL.
Feeling a dull pain at my diagram area from time to time.

*random* omg, it's only 6??!
and i thought it will be 7 already. sheesh.

CHIONG PROJECT! ROAR!.

>prog :: endd :: a new chapter starts.

Simple things can make him happy.
Don't wish for things to be so complicated.

But it will be good enough if no one pisses him off. =]

Grrrr.

>prog :: endd :: bu pei.

Just let me finish busying for this week. Please.
My schedule's planned out nicely.
Dont mess it up thank you.

*wo zhen de fang qi le*

Strained. Mentally and physically.
Need time-out from life.
Stop the time plox.

No mood to blog. But why am i here??

>prog :: endd :: dislike people who act da pai.

KBOX! with Cailing (benja's girlfriend), Benja, Jessica, Yunwei, Sweesin and FIR.
Pretty enjoyable day with them =D

=O me??

666 of usss. Minus FIR. he drives. went to east coast.

Go guess who is who in the pic. LOL. =x

*i shall reaccept your challenge kid.

But any tricks, u gonna have a taste of your own medicine.

>prog :: endd :: It doesnt matter anymore for now.

Have i gone soft after all these years? sheesh.
And i let that punk go off like that.
Humph.

Stepping back.
Best not to interfere anymore.
I am breaking my promise.

i'm sorry. =x

>prog :: endd :: =/

I think perhaps,by luck, i know what's going on.
But i would prefer her to tell me herself.
But since she doesnt want to, i cant do anything then.

The ninja guy should just...disappear from the face of the earth..
He does not worth anything. =/

Prove me wrong please.

Roarrrrr!
Think i'll just let her cool down first.
Sheesh. =/

She never tells me about her stuff. =/
But i have no price to pay in exchange for that! ><

>prog :: endd :: equivalent trade.

Something's wrong and i dont know what.

*deathly white/cold*

>prog :: endd :: probably i'm gonna die. lol'ed.

My feelings now are like the weather shown. =x SOS.

What i want to say again? Forgotten already. sheesh.

Aches all over shoulders. =/

Two days never crack fingers le. lolol.

>prog :: endd :: Help?

i have a weakness to the following ::
Girls who ::

-put on eye liner (not too thin/thick, enough to notice it)
-have braces.

*note :: i am no sicko/despo/whatever.*
They are just the type of girls that attracts my attention more easily. lolll. =x

>prog :: endd :: i'm not cut out for that kinda stuff.

nice?? =D

Taken long ago with my old 7270 =]

>prog :: endd :: storm's arriving. Just gotta hold on.

Never allow others to change your style.
Never force others to see the way u see things.
Be yourself. =]

>prog :: endd :: you are who you are.

Should be time for me to slow down, stop and re-think.

I am going too fast again.

>prog :: endd

Note of the day :: SMRT sucks. Big time. Damn f up.

Where is she?? =/

Or do i hav to pay a price to find her?

>prog :: endd :: truth.

This is a video of Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen.

Purpose :: Cool kill/ownage by Sideswipe (Chevy Stingray), sad death of Sideways (Audi R8).

This game is Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2.

Purpose :: To let people see how clear this video is. Practically the best on youtube. =d

Burning inside out. ROAR!


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dotsdotsdots.

>prog :: endd :: ...

From my GEMS :: =DD

Your Personality Style Description:

Guang Yong values close, personal relationships, and he will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of his own needs. He is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Guang Yong will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in his lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.

Guang Yong is a fact finder and does things "by the book". He can be sensitive if others are being critical of his work, especially if they have not carefully reviewed all the data. Guang Yong clarifies expectations before undertaking new projects, and he works hard to meet standards. Guang Yong will typically maintain a neat and orderly work environment.

A thoughtful, caring person who likes to be around others, Guang Yong is one who appreciates relationships. He enjoys being involved in social functions, but does not usually care to be the center of attention. Guang Yong seeks balance between personal and social time, and enjoys a quiet evening with a few close friends as a good mix of the two.

Because he values relationships, Guang Yong prefers to withdraw from conflict and avoid issues that may be confrontational. He may have a tendency to question his own ability to take charge, so he will tend to join in with a team or submit to strong authority. Guang Yong is a "team player", and typically is excellent in a supporting role.

>prog :: endd.

Neglecting my blog nowadays sia. =x
'Cause of FYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYPFYP.

And addicted to tank's new song sia. =p
SING THAT TO GF! =DD

For some reason, i dont feel happy about my results.
Although i got ::
- green building :: 62/100
- CE con :: 62/100 (find marks de)
- Proj Mgt :: 71/100

I am just relieved that i manage to pass them. =/

>prog :: endd :: Waving white flag. For real.