This is for the lady. =]

*You guys may want to pause the music in the player before listening to this. =D

Why am i feeling slackish when i manage to complete some stuff? loll.

Alrights, later gotta do fyp stuff le.
Plan out the report format and the information in it.

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Quench that feeling!
NOT GOING TO LET IT MAKE ME FAIL!

*Protecting all that's precious to me, and making sure smiles are on their faces. =]*

>prog :: endd :: even if it has a price for me..

You hurt my feelings.
But i am not blaming u.
Kinda my fault.

>prog :: endd :: byebye.

SIWW proved to be a challenge!
Nice exposure to the society. loll.

The only thing is that it's tiring. sheesh.
Stand throughout the day. No chance to sit except lunch.

Had an interview yesterday.
Pretty funny sia, dont know how to translate english stuff to chinese. haha.
Luckily a PUB lady (LiLi o.O) was around to help. =d

Duty :: ushering people around the place, stand around to answer people's queries and guiding them to the places they want to go and passed microphones around during Q&A sessions.

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Nownow, i want to watch transformers. that's the only thing on my mind nowwwww.

>prog :: endd :: shimatta.

Marina Barrage is nice. =D
I will definitely recommend it to everyone. =]

>prog :: endd :: hothothot.

Number 111.

ROAR!!
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 will be out soon!
Ya, 'soon'. 11-10-09 sia. 6 days before my bday. Like Halo 2 =.=

Got games but cant play. =/
Maybe have to wait for PC version ba. Grr.

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SPCA tomorrow!!
Morning shift though. ><
Oh well, do whatever i can ba. =d
It's tough getting a slot nowadays.
Everyone just wanna get weekend slots. >;{

>prog :: endd :: last day to relax. =/

110th post dedicated to u ba. A-hole.
FCUK YOU! no, not you. YOU!

At least she's feeling better.
Feel kinda helpless when she's emo-ing.
But still gonna put myself on standby if she needs someone around.
*although i know i wont be needed* loll.

Why no SPCA sales event le???!
So bored la. Finally got a slot for sunday morning.
Sheesh. See if i can tahan until afternoon or not T_T

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No one free to go movie-ing sia.
So i am like randomly asking anyone.
But carry no hopes of them being able to go. loll.
Give up liao la. =.=

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Looking forward to SIWW event.
But there wont be any pics though.
First reason is 'cause i dont have any proper camera.
Second reason being that i probably cant or wont be able to take pics there ba.

>prog :: endd :: my life is boring.

If she's happy, i will be too.

If she's emo-ing, i WONT BE. 'cause i will be there to make her happy/smile. =]

Dont know whether to go forward a step or move back now.

It's like someone letting me down from a tree, but my feet aint touching the ground. loll.
i am just hanging there like nobody's business.

Normal instincts are screaming at me to let go already.
But a very small part of me told me not to.
Which is very rare. lolll.

>prog :: endd :: Prolly will just fang qi ba. i dont want to go around and mess up her life.

Two sides to choose. this or that?
The situation seems bleak. But why do i still hold on?
Blah.

Nothing's complicated. It's just me. haha. =x
It's often our thoughts that make things difficult.
Normally, it isn't.

>prog :: endd :: meanings behind meanings.

Damn, broke the third one this week.
Gotta look for replacement again.

Think that guy ain't too happy with me breaking his either. loll. =x
His trainer seems very unhappy about it.
My unorthodox method is pissing everyone off. haha.

>prog :: endd :: Closing my eyes and listen beyond my surroundings.

Viewer Discretion is advised. loll.

*strong language and Blood scenes.

Was playing FEAR 2 yesterday. hahaha.

Encountered the little critters u see in the video. loll.

ok, i need to get this outta me mind. loll.

*to someone,

i wont deny that i like ya.
Feelings suddenly developed further. ><

I am not sure why, but a barrier came up.
Trying to find a way around it. =x

Sorry about afternoon.
The devil and angel in me is quarreling with each other. ><
So i am like kinda blur and abit lost =x haha.
Hushed them down already.

*i wonder if she will read it or nt*

*it kinda hurts when she say that sentence..i'm not like that. =/*
But i cant really prove myself with words. so..(",)

*slowing down my pace in life to fully enjoy what there is to.* =]
*wont rush no more, slow and steady wins the war. hahaha XD*

>prog :: endd :: adapting to every single moment.

I **** you.

ROAR! third post for today. loll.

Just want to release my emotions here.
*they are useless baggage*

I aint gonna fall for false hope's trick! ROAR!

RaveN aint emoing but it's just that it's too bored.
He wanna watch movies/go out. =/

Beginning to look forward to SIWW le. =D
Sounds cool lo.
Can meet so many different people. =d

*SIWW = Singapore International Water Week.

Anyone wants to go Marina Barrage?? =DD
Feel free to ask me =p
Got a friend to go with next week but i welcome more trips there! =]

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Perhaps it's just a wishful thinking on my part.
But i am already used to it.
I think i am already backing off.

Shields are down.
And my Princess is still out there.
Patiently, i shall wait and find. =]

*please let me know if i am wrong alrights? =x

>prog :: endd :: FYP!

Somehow i sorta linked this song to ning wei le sia. o.O

WHAM!!
Stupid driver.
Walking by the narrow path.
Stupid guy park so close to the path.
Stupid delivery guy puts his stuff there too.
Left one space for people to walk. =.=

Was thinking in my mind asking the driver dont open the door.
Blind sia him, never look before opening door.
Oh bi, now got dent liao. lols.
But knee abit pain now sia. ><

Used knee to block. Zzzz.
His car doesnt seem to be very nice either so doesnt matter if it has one more dent. loll.
His car door seems to be lighter than normal cars sia.
Probably modified it.
Front skirt almost falling off. haha. =x

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MARINA BARRAGE DAMN NICE LA!
ARGH!
NO GF HOW GO??! EMO THERE SIA!!!

>prog :: endd :: Someone to bully, love and care for. =]

Lol. Ningwei told me to update.
But the problem is, i no life, how to update?? T_T

Yesterday had a learning trip to science centre.
Nothing much happened, but the video was nice though. haha.
Nice raining effects. lol'ed. Lucky my bag wasnt under the sprinkler =.=
Wandered around there got like an hour half and that gang of mine decided to zao.

Went to a coffee shop to have our lunchesss.
Justin joined later. loll. He managed to find his way around. =d

After lunch we really just stand around do nothing. o.O
Couldnt decide where to go. =.=
Was kinda sianed when they suggested kbox. =x
There was a suggestion to go a board game cafe, but yy also sianed.

In the end, everybody went off to do their stuff. hahaha. =x

*i wanted watch movie, but one person dont want, become all dont want liao. =/*

>prog :: endd :: WHO WANTS WATCH MOVIE??! MY TREAT!*

*terms and conditions apply. Lol'ed.*

tests are finally over.
And guess what, i'm still bored.
C'mon, entertain me. lolol.

Still gonna be busy for the holidays.
But grabbing my chance to rest for today and tomorrow i guess. =d

*bang Wall*

>prog :: endd :: where's my princess?? =/

Shit. shouldnt be here right now.
Got to study. =/

Geez.

Seriously no life now.
So things to do after tests.

Actually its only one thing.
Get a life/gf.
'Cause with gf, then life will become more interesting. loll.

>prog :: endd :: whatever~