lastlastlast~

The last day of 2008.

Putting down all burdens of this year and preparing to take up new ones. =D

Me in 2008 ::
- not alert enough.
- too much room for improvement.

Gotta change all that. =]

Resolutions ::
- Find a gf (LOL)
- Buck up on studies.

Want to find a gf who is (characteristics) ::
- mature
- understanding
- independant
- caring
- not bitchy. =x
- cheerful

My dream gf should look like ::
- Shoulder length and straight hair.
- eyes, nose, ears, mouth must be proportionate to face. (lolll)
- height around 150 to 165
- Not too fat, but yet, not too thin. =]

*any girl who thinks she fits 75% of those conditions, can contact me XD =x
**Nah, this is jus for the fun of it. no offense to anyone. =D
***i also go for feelings too. looks doesnt matter alot. =]

Missing.

Woots~

Holly is pretty much attached to me le. XD heh.

She's pretty happy when i walk close to her enclosure.

And i spent the most time with her. Next will be Chelsea. =d

Holly. I made her slp. =pChelsea. 2 1/2 month old tortise shell kitten. Too thin for her age. ><

Note :: the pic with Chelsea wasnt that well taken coz she keeps moving ard. lol.

Backgrd too bright too. haha. =x

>prog :: endd :: My Princess is missing out there. Gotta find her. ><

oopsie.

I realise i did not post for three days liao.
Slipped my mind about posting. lmao.

Was doing projects. haha =d
Woo~ ytd was celebrating christmas with projects too~ cool huh~

Better not rain later, if not i will have a tough time getting around places. =.=
Weather's suddenly turned cool or rather cold. lol.
Everyone, keep warm~ ;)

AND ONE MORE THING~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY~ =D

>prog :: endd :: What?

Fatter??!

Ehh, i look like i am getting fatter. lmao.
Tummy is developing. XD
More sit-ups~!

Drawing the diagram for FYP now. Jeez.
Doing it again. lol.
Looks very much like a kid's drawing. haha.
I am more of a 'copy and paste artist' (Not those professional ones pls.)
I cannot really imagine something out and draw it.
Except for those weird-weird-something-like-pokemon stuff. loll.
*need to let my imagination flow~~~~* ;)

hmm, perhaps i have been too serious in fyp.
my two other members doesn't seem to be too bothered by the fact that we are kinda behind schedule. loll.
Well, dr liu seems not to be worrying about it much, guess should be ok ba. =d =x

>prog :: endd :: the end of the beginning.

ChiongChiongChiong~

Trying to complete most of my work by this weekend.

Anyway, about me trying to find out the world out there, it has been gd and bad. =d
Had a pretty gd time chatting with most people.
It's only a few minority that isn't quite friendly.

Seems that the world i am in is quite small.
Alot is happening out there, and i guess i have just only scratched the surface of it.
Some people (identities protected) live in a single-parent family or rarely have chance to bond with their parents, but yet, they are still happy as ever.
They never show their weakness and basically, just remain cheerful. =]

An open mind helps alot too. ;)
I learnt alot from their different lifestyles.
It's pretty cool to find out how they live too and how they deal with things. =d
*i aint no stalker, not pervertic.*

Having more friends are cool with me =]
If they don't mind. =d

*am i nerdy? o.o Jeezz..*

>prog :: endd :: Changing my fate and destiny.

blah.

Went back sch to do project again.
This time round more stuff to do =.=
Teacher added lots of stuff into 'what we need to do'. loll

Gotta chiong work tml liao.
Geez.

Mother and younger sis is out. They aint back yet.
And amazingly, father's back early today.
Wonder why...

Maybe i shouldnt keep talking about that incident already. Man...
Guess this kinda of stuff takes time huh.

Anyway, anybody wanna hang out on 24th or 25th dec?
lols..Not much use saying out here. Not many people know about my new link. haha. =d

19 58 hrs now.
Boredd.

>prog :: endd :: Contradiction.

Bored.

Nth to do sia. LOL.

Ok la, actually have, bt lazy. =x
oops.

Forgotten that i had Full Spectrum Warriors: Ten hammers with me.
Havent tried installing yet. =d
Bt other than that, nth much to play le. =/

*hmm, i dont know why i let go of it so fast this time round.
idkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidk.

>prog :: endd :: Music quality is not really gd. yea, i noe.

Plummeting.

Never mind, it's ok. I tried.
Respect.

Ok great. I noticed 29th to 31st is already the start of the sch.
Soooo....i cant stay overnight although i have thought of it. loll.

Can only go for bbq liao. =x
One more thing. my $70 gone jus like that. =.=
Supposed to hav a survey that PAYS on 29th. 3 - 5 pm.
HOW GO WHEN I GOT SCH UNTIL 4??! Zzzzzzzzzzz.

Bolt wasnt that bad.
Nice plot bt nt really that exciting.
Jeez, my expectations for movies are getting higher and higher. T_T
So picky abt movies liao. Zzzz.

My favourite movies so far ::
- Stealth
- Transformers
- Ironman
- The Day after tomorrow.

>prog :: endd :: endd.

Woo~

Finally completed the Coordinate system thingy. lol.
Could have done it in sch last time de.
But feel kinda lazy. =x

In the end brought it back ytd to do it.
Today spent a whole morning to do it.
Started at 10, completed at 3.00 pm. =D

Yawn~
Still got some other projects to do.
Bt gotta wait till friends send me the infos.
Doing it during weekend ba.

>prog :: endd :: Simple yet complicated. Complicated yet simple.

First step out.

I did what i could.
But what's left is important too.

*Follow where your heart is*

For those ppl who like to cut yourselves, i've got a better way to get 'injured' for u guys.
There's no nd for a use of a penknife/scissors.

Instructions ::
- Proceed to SPCA.
- Look for dog named Brownie.
- Get in enclosure with him

After 5 mins, u will have effects better than a pen knife. =] lmao.

Cats work too. But mainly for kittens ba. haha XD
Penelope doesnt claw ppl. Such a nice lady. haha =D
Daphne is getting more naughty. lol.
Vanilla has the honor of grabbing my specs and throwing it into another cage for the first time. lollll.
And i am a gd boy today, petted on the head by so many of them (kittens). lmao.

>prog :: endd :: Just want to keep things simple. LONG and SWEET. =]

Henshin!

Father's pretty busy these few days.

Had to go grandma's hse ourselves by mrt. Geez.
Feel sorta lazy to get there.
Preferably by car. lol.

Questions and thoughts just wander through my mind.
Shld i wait or go for it?

I am afraid that if i wait, i may lose ***** and regret. =x
But if i dont wait, i may get rash and mess up. lol.
I think i will choose the former.

And i wonder. Can i really do it first?
I dont want to keep having to do it though.
Just this once and last time until i have to release it.
I am firm now.

>Prog :: endd :: gd luck to me. lols.

Attempt number 2.

Seriously, i am losing my touch. ><

i think too much that i wonder how i did it last time. =/

All i want is just to express how i feel to her.

*Ai-shi-te-ru.*

But have my feelings reached her? Doesnt really seems to be so. =x

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These are all just my feelings.
I still remember this song :: 'i wanna be with u~'

>prog :: endd :: Failure to duplicate human emotions.

Dreams.

Website Swee Sin told me :: http://www.dreammoods.com/

Lightning

To see lightning in your dream, signifies sudden awareness, insight, spiritual revelation, truth and purification. Alternatively, lightning may imply a shocking turn of events. It suggests the many forces governing your life may be beyond your control and even destructive.

To dream that you are struck by lightning, symbolizes irreversible changes occurring in your life. It is a transformation of sorts.

*This is the most 'common' dream i had.
But, sudden awareness of what? Truth about?
It only rises more questions.

Something is controlling my life?
I aint letting that happen. It's my life. i live the way i want it.
No one can control me. Period.

Decisions.

Should i even give her my url. =.=

A person who just makes use of me.
Find me only when she's bored.
When i am not needed, message or tok to her = no reply, no use.

Reaching out with my feelings, but there's no response.
Perhaps it's just all a mistake. It aint mutual.

I want to watch The Day (The) Earth Stood Still.
Looks interesting~

Tml have to go sch again.
Doing FYP.
Com's coming along too. =d
Oh ya~ reminder to self :: BRING JACKET. MAY HAVE TO WORK IN FREEZER AGAIN. lmao.

>prog :: endd.

Zzzz.

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*Anyway, blog's private. Only those chosen ones can read it.

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Geez, i hate airplanes now. =.=
Zzzzz. HECK~!

*i realised what i need/want. And expectations seem to be too high somehow. =x

Restart. *yet again*

lmao. testingtesting123~

New blog coming right up~

>all systems green.
>life-support systems functional.